I think that this is so cool. Dad, I am glad that you are interested in all of us and that you are trying to keep us all close because I feel like I am always in the dark. And I hope that we can all share our spiritual experiences and feelings too. I was thinking it would be easier for me if I had a specific goal in mind. Maybe an assignment. Either read a talk or study a topic or really focus on reading the Book of Mormon, prayer, or something like that that I could report back on. I just know that focusing on something really helps me and sometimes I don't know what to focus on. The last while I've focused on reading the Book of Mormon. Since I didn't read the Book of Mormon last year I felt extremely guilty. So I have made a special effort the last month and it has really lifted me. I am happy and I know that the Savior loves me and I know that being a mom is the greatest thing I could ever do. I just feel the Spirit in my life more and I know that I never want that to go away. And sharing it now has given me another boost to be the person I really want to be. Thanks dad.
Maybe an assigment or something like that is asking too much, I don't know I just thought that would help me.
Also, since everyone is talking about moving into houses. Ryan and I are looking at the house next door to us. It would be a lease to own kind of thing. We're hoping that everything works out the way we want it to and buying a year from now will go like we're planning. But you know how planning works. Anyway, it isn't as big as I wanted but I'm learning as we're looking around that we're going to have to stay in what we can afford and get some equity built up before we can get what we want. I'm really excited though. Since they're still in the building process the guy is going to let us do a bunch of things we want done.
I love you all and I know I talk a lot.